A love letter to my Keadlian Girls and the other monsters I love
Dear Darlings,
I believe that it has been such a long time since we have acctually spoken to each other on one table. But our laughter is a memory that will haunt this MAK PANTAT untill the day I have to expire from this burden of a so-called-life. Some of us, acctually most of us laugh together and talk about each other. Some of us have moved to places that are too faraway from the green mamak and the 5th floor and some of us have moved on in their hearts to places where even I can’t reach you anymore. But that doesn’t mean that my love for you or your love for me has vanished but rather it grows day after day also we learn to appericiate people more and more. From you I have learnt how to be a better person, to come above my lowest points and uphold trust in friendship and family…because you all have been family.
Im leaving girls…Im going to Australia. I dont know how long that will be, and it pains me to think that it has supassed a year or maybe more since we have all gone through the sheer pleasure of each other’s company. Of course videos, pictures and pure memories that can’t be deleted from my brain cells have given me the oppurtunity to say that I love you all so much and other then my mother and cat, it is you all that have made me complete. And it is only all of you that will create a big hole in my heart as I leave. We will move on, meet people, laugh (maybe some of us even more) and have anticipations and hopes that go beyond the days that we held on to but all this will not compete with the wonderfull memories we have had. Because some people are meant to stay in our hearts untill our memories take it’s final resting place inbetween old books or perhaps in the heavens.
Once somebody asked me what is a time that I wont forget, I said my happiest memory would be ciggarates, jasmine flowers, sarees, screams and more screams haaa and some make up. LOL! All of you bitches ha! You all must take care of yourselves! To each of the women who have walked with my journey through life, I would like to thank you all so much for giving me the guidance I needed though some of you did a little too much…HAHAHAHAHA All you Ms Things! MAKE SURE YOU ALL COME VISIT ME OR ELSE I CUT OFF YOUR KUKUBIRD or if possiable then hair la 
Take care girls…until we meet again
The experiences we have together and you are being taken to a new country…and I will tell the tale of each girl I love dearly and keep the memories of your monstrocity and mengadaness as a legend.
Ishwar
June 11th, 2007 at 9:57 am
u have been one of the greatest individuals in my life! as a companion & as an inspiration!.. i owe u my utmost gratitude!.. for u have certainly left ur footprints in my life & in my heart!.. will love u always!.. kisses!
September 27th, 2007 at 8:56 pm
i read this today, because i miss you. its past your birthday, but it strikes me that i’ve never been able to spend it with you.
thank you. for everything you’ve done for me. for opening my eyes, and letting me believe big unattainable dreams are possible for me to reach, for being a mother, a sister, a friend, a shoulder for me to cry on, and a hand to hold, a voice to listen to when my life becomes too much for me. I really don’t know what is life without you. I don’t want to know. Please never forget this KEADILAN girl, or any other one of us for that matter. It’s true, you’ve left your footprints, your panties, your love all over us, like a tattoo.
A tattoo I would never want to erase.
I love you.